That's On Me

	  		
Verse 1:
                     Em 
Is this just gettin' older? 
             D             G 
I can't get away from this rain 
               C 
I'm statin' to think that it's me 
    Em                  D 
And I wanna just create things 
                  Bm                  C 
But the longer it takes, I feel drink up 
                         Em 
Remember a day I've been sober 
D                      G 
Not in a place to take blame 
         C 
Any more way I might break 
Em                       D 
Tell me, do you feel the same? 
             Bm              C 
Guess we all go the same way 
         D 
I'm in a bit of a mess here 
         D 
Count to ten and hope to disappear 
               Em 
I never did my homework 
D 
Could I have been more than this? 
          C            Em                     D 
Findin' a way to exist within a world with no risk 
          Bm                  C 
Forcin' a shoe that won't fit 
                      Em 
I spend most the days stoned 
    D              G 
And makin' excuses for it 
               C 
Sayin', "It'll help to write this" 
Em                         D 
But on the real, I'm tight-lipped 
             Bm                  C 
Shootin' the shot that I'll miss 

Pre-Chorus
            D 
And it's so far from it 
                  D 
Why the hell am I still here? 


                       G 
This is not the end of our lives 
               D                 C 
This is just a bump in the ride 
                        G 
And I know that it will be alright 
                           D              C 
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? 
               G                              D       C 
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise 
                 G 
Maybe I'll never find my smile 
                          D         C 
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me 
                D 
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me 


Segunda Parte 
Verse 2:
                        Em 
Now that the weather is colder 
D                       G 
Nothin' is maskin' this pain 
               C 
The summer was here, but won't stay 
    Em                       D 
And we are inside, like, all day 
               Bm                 C 
Regrettin' the things that we say 
               Em 
And it takes a toll, yeah 
    D                  G 
The conversation won't end 
        C 
Bein' a rock for your friends 
Em                          D 
Cracks in the surface don't mend 
        Bm                   C 
We only break, we don't bend 
                     D 
And you think it was so clear 
                D 
But I can't see nothin' but the fear 
               Em 
I'm feelin' so bloated 
D                         G 
Thinkin' the silent won't do 
            C 
My ass will open up too 
Em                   D 
Lockin' myself in my room 
            Bm            C 
Hopin' that this will end soon 
                Em 
And no one will notice 
D                      G 
What I will put myself through 
                 C 
'Cause they will hate themselves too 
Em                   D 
Isn't it mad what we do? 
              Bm                 C 
Pretendin' to win, but just lose 

Pre-Chorus
            D 
And it's so far from here 
                  D 
Why the hell am I still here? 


                       G 
This is not the end of our lives 
               D                 C 
This is just a bump in the ride 
                        G 
And I know that it will be alright 
                           D              C 
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? 
               G                              D       C 
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise 
                 G 
Maybe I'll never find my smile 
                          D         C 
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me 
                D 
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me 


Bridge:
                Am 
Too many things on my mind 
             G             D 
To process moments of life 
                  Am 
That, somedays, I lose my drive 
                   G        D 
And some, can't control the fire 
                 Am 
I move where the things take time 
              G            D 
But I'm not a patient guy 
           Am 
Maybe if I wait, I'll find 
                G             D 
Resemblance and peace of mind 

Verse 3:
                     Em 
This is just gettin' older 
D                    G 
Runnin' away from my past 
            C 
Knowin' the comet won't last 
Em                    D 
Bein' a mouse in this grass 
            Bm               C 
Feedin' the snakes behind us 
                      Em 
And I'm searchin' for closure 
    D                        G 
But nothin' is healin' these scars 
       C 
When I open up, they just laugh 
Em                        D 
Sayin' that they had just half 
                  Bm 
That nothin' will ever be dark 

Pre-Chorus
              D 
Is it new me, new year 
                     D 
Or just the same old blues fear? 


                       G 
This is not the end of our lives 
               D                 C 
This is just a bump in the ride 
                        G 
And I know that it will be alright 
                           D              C 
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? 
               G                              D       C 
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise 
                 G 
Maybe I'll never find my smile 
                          D         C 
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me 
                D 
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me 

Well, that's on me 


Final:  G  D  C 
        G  D  C 
        G  D  C 
        G  D  C  D