Sorry To Myself

	  		VERSE1: 
Em                   D 
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and 
Em                  D   
For continuing my numbing love endlessly 
Em                   D 
For helping you and myself: not even considering 
Em                  D 
For beating myself up and over-functioning 
 
BRIDGE: 
Am                                Em 
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 
Am                                      Em 
No one's been crueler than I've been to me 
 
VERSE2: 
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable 
For my self-love being so embarassingly conditional 
for denying myself to somehow make us compatible 
for trying to fit a rectangle into a hole 
 
BRIDGE: 
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 
No one's been crueler than I've been to me 
C               G7 
I'm sorry to myself 
       C                  G7 
My apologies begin here before everybody else 
C               G7 
I'm sorry to myself 
      C                       G7 
For treating me worse than I would anybody else
 
VERSE3: 
For blaming myself for your unhappiness 
for my impatience when I was perfect where I was 
Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready, 
For expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be 
 
BRIDGE: 
To whom do I owe the first apology? 
No one's been crueler than I've been to me And 
 
Chorus: 
I'm sorry to myself 
My apologies begin here before everybody else 
I'm sorry to myself 
For treating me worse than I would anybody else 
 
INTERLUDE: 
Am                                   Em 
Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ? 
C                               D 
Forgetting you or forgetting myself... 
Am                              Em 
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter 
C                               D 
I would've naturally loved the former 
 
VERSE4: 
For ignoring you: my highest voices 
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious 
For being so disassociated from my body, 
for not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing. 
 
BRIDGE: 
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 
No one's been crueler than I've been to me 
 
Chorus: 
I'm sorry to myself 
My apologies begin here before everybody else 
I'm sorry to myself 
For treating me worse than I would anybody else 
I'm sorry to myself 
My apologies begin here before everybody else 
I'm sorry to myself 
For treating me worse than I would anybody else