Never Got Better

F 
Please 
            G 
Don't ask me 

How I've been doing 
Am                            N.C. 
'Cause I don't wanna lie to you 
               F 
I've felt like me 
               G 
The last few weeks 
                  Am 
But if I start talking 
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I'll think about the shit I've been through 



N.C. 
Then I'll be knee deep in those 
Dm 
Feelings I've been 
       G 
Trying so hard to escape 
    Am        G        F 
But oh god, now it's too late 



             C 
Suddenly I'm right back in it 
  Am                  G 
Shaking and scared to death 

I feel it 
                  C 
Pounding up in my chest 

One second 
  Am                  G 
Step back, and I just can't 

Hold it together 
    F 
I'm back re-living 
Am                 G 
Trying to catch my breath 

I miss it 
Em                F 
End up back in my head 
           Am 
My prison, hope I'm not on the edge 
     G/B    G 
Like this forever 



             F 
'Cause every time that I remember 
            G                     N.C. 
It's like I never got better at all 



N.C.         F                 G 
At square one, and it takes months 
                Am 
Until I feel normal 
                                   N.C. 
And one day if I scroll back too far 



N.C. 
The photos put me in those 
Dm                        G 
Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape 
    Am      G        F 
But oh god, now it's too late 



                 F 
And suddenly I'm right back in it 
Am                    G 
Shaking and scared to death 

I feel it 
Em                F 
Pounding up in my chest 

One second 
Am 
Step back, and I just can't 
     G/B   G 
Hold it together 
F 
I'm back re-living 
Am                 G 
Trying to catch my breath 

I miss it 
Em                F 
End up back in my head 
           Am 
My prison, hope I'm not on the edge 
     G/B    G 
Like this forever 



             F 
'Cause every time that I remember 
            G                     N.C. 
It's like I never got better at all 


Break 

F  Am  G  Em 
F  Am   C G 


 
            F                   Am 
Ten steps backwards without a warning 
          G                  Em 
Push it down till I can't ignore it 
        F         Am 
Crying on the floor 
               C   G 
I've been here before 



             F 
Suddenly I'm right back in it 
Am                    G 
Shaking and scared to death 

I feel it 
Em                F 
Pounding up in my chest 

One second 
Am 
Step back, and I just can't 
     G/B   G 
Hold it together 
C 
I'm back re-living 
                   G 
Trying to catch my breath 

I miss it 
Em                F 
End up back in my head 
           Am 
My prison, hope I'm not on the edge 
     G/B    G 
Like this forever 



      F 
Tryna keep on getting better 
       G 
Moving forward even if I might fall 
          F 
But every time that I remember 
            G 
It's like I never got better at all