Premeditated

	  		F         Am 
Dear old friend 
 F 
I'm writing this to plant an image in your head 
C 
For the girl that you fucked and left for dead 
           F              C 
After she told me not a word was said 
D                        Am 
But something changed inside me 

Am 
And if she wasn't your first 
I'm making sure she's your last 
Am 
It takes such a small human being 
                           F             C 
To lose all control and to lust like a fiend 

C 
So keep on praying that her fear keeps you protected 
C 
I'll rest my mind 
                     F C 
And let you live on my given time 

Cm 
I've made this my life 
            F 
It left me sleepless at night 
               Cm                       F 
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands) 

Am 
So tell me 
Was it everything you hoped and dreamed? 
C 
Her legs pinned down 
And face shoved deep into your seat 
F                                  C 
You feel blood, you don't stop, you don't stop, just repeat 
                     F 
It only makes you harder 
C 
And this wait has only made me stronger 

C 
You have no idea how long I've planned this out in my head 

      D             C     B 
He just shut his bedroom door for the last time 
C                              D                    C 
I'm keeping still, breathing slow, with my hands tight 
C 
I feel the demons inside me 
C 
They feel what I feel 
F                          C   B 
I am connected through a mindset 

Am 
(I fuel the demons inside me 
I feel what they feel 
And we are all connected) 

C                D     C 
He lays in his bed so hopeless 
F                           C 
I watch the life leave his eyes 
Slaughtered the man I despised 
B    C 
Wrapped up his body in his bed sheets 
G# 
My hearts racing faster than this car 
C 
Did I stab him enough? 
C 
At least I made it this far 
C 
I only wished you could see the look on your mother's face 
You've truly broken her heart 
F 
I rest my mind 
F 
So she can finally sleep at night 

C 
I've made this my life 
F 
It left me sleepless at night 
C                                        F 
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands)