Emails I Can't Send

Intro: A  

 
    D  
It's times like these  
          F#  
Wish I had a time machine, so  
Bm/F#                         F#dim  
I could see what you did October 13th  
  G                      D/F#  
At 10:15, were you really asleep?  
        E                            A  
Were you lying to me and the family?  

 
          D                                 F#  
There's no "us" in us when I'm lacking trust  
   Bm/F#  
You wanna discuss, ugh  
F#dim  
 You disgust me  
G  
Don't make me cuss you out  
D/F#  
 Why'd you let me down?  
E              A  
Don't say sorry now  

 
   D                         F#  
And thanks to you I, I can't love right  
Bm/F#                 F#dim  
I get nice guys and villainize them  
G                    D/F#  
Read their texts like they're having sex right now  
E                              A  
Scared I'll find out that it's true  
   D             F#  
And if I do, then I blame you for  
Bm/F#                A  
  Every worst that I assume  
         D                       F#  
When I'm forty-five, someone calls me their wife  
      Bm/F#                     F#dim  
And he fucks our lives in one selfish night  
                G                   D/F#  
Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did  
   E                                A  
And, God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit  
G#dim  
Please, fucking fix this  

Final: 
  
   D              F#             Bm/F#  
'Cause you were all I looked up to  
   E              A                   D 
Now I can't even look at you  

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