Secrets

C#m                   E 
Let me explain what I mean when I say 
          B                      A 
I never thought that I'd end up here 
C#m                   E 
Driving in circles and eating when I'm full 
 B                 A 
Just to fill the years 
C#m                            E 
I'm down and I'm out then I'm down again 
      B                      A 
I'll go for a walk when my head starts to spin 
C#m 
I could list every crime 
          E 
Every wandering eye 
         B                   A 
All the hands I didn't want near me 
                   B 
But it's not that easy 
C#m           A         E       B 
Do I keep secrets or do they keep me? 
C#m           A         E   B 
Will I be quiet for eternity? 
C#m                             E 
I'd go swimming in my bed with words I left unsaid 
 B                 A 
Let them drown me out 
C#m 
I'll do wrong on purpose 
E 
Pretend I'm not nervous 
     B                      A 
For when my head hits the ground 
     C#m                     E 
I am older but I'm none the wiser 
           B                   A 
And I'm nauseous from all the reminders 
        C#m 
I will not come to terms 
         E 
I would rather eat dirt 
      B                       A 
Then admit the things that I see in my sleep 
        B           A 
On my knees till I bleed 
C#m           A         E       B 
Do I keep secrets or do they keep me? 
     C#m     A             E                B 
And can you tell that I'm lying through my teeth? 
C#m      A     E  B 
Send me out to space 
C#m      A          E  B 
Where everything is quiet 
C#m          A     E B 
I'll burst into flames 
          C#m   B 
And I'll like it 
         A 
All the quiet