Difficult

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My double vision 
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Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't 
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'Til I feel less attached and bored to 
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Death, but listen 
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It's no one's fault, it's just my 
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Terrible condition, mm 
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And I've been thinkin' 
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If I move out this year, I'll feel my 
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Parents slippin' 
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Away and also, I'm just scared of that 
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Commitment 
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I really think sometimes there's 
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Somethin' that I'm missin', mm 



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Oh, I know 
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Spiralin' is miserable 
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I should probably go back home 
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Why does that feel difficult, difficult? 
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And oh, I hope 
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I wake up invisible 
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I'd be someone no one knows 
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I guess I'm just difficult 



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To name this feelin' 
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Would take a hundred thousand years 
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Some kind of grievin' 
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But over what I never had, so I've been 
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Speakin' 
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To my therapist, I call her every 
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Weekend, mm 
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I meant to tell you 
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How I've hated how we left things when 
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It fell through 
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'Cause you were everythin' to me, where 
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Did you run to? 
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Was it somethin' that I said that 
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Colored you blue? Mm 



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Oh, I know 
             Bm 
Spiralin' is miserable 
                  Em 
I should probably go back home 
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Why does that feel difficult, difficult? 
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And oh, I hope 
            Bm 
I wake up invisible 
               Em 
I'd be someone no one knows 
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I guess I'm just difficult, difficult 

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   Difficult 
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I 
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Difficult 



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I've been drinkin' 
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And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad 
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Decisions 
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I thought eventually, my ranting here 
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Would fix it 
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I really think sometimes there's 
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Somethin' that I'm missin' (Mm) 



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Oh, I know 
             Bm 
Spiralin' is miserable 
                  Em 
I should probably go back home 
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Why does that feel difficult, difficult? 
    D 
And oh, I hope 
            Bm 
I wake up invisible 
               Em 
I'd be someone no one knows 
                 A 
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult 
D 
Oh, I know 
             Bm 
Spiralin' is miserable 
                  Em 
I should probably go back home 
                   A 
Why does that feel difficult, difficult? 
    D 
And oh, I hope 
            Bm 
I wake up invisible 
               Em 
I'd be someone no one knows 
                 A 
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult