I'm Not Alright

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And I've been looking at these photos, tryna figure out 
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Where that light went, how long I've been without 
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And all I know is that we save that hurt 
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And it takes so much strength just to say those words, yeah 
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I got these old mixtapes with all these songs on them 
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I made for you, but you never really listen 
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And now I wish, these days, we never stopped talking 
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Yeah, I guess it's been a minute 
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But, I'm looking around and everyone here is bringing me down 
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Like, we used to have a voice but it got drowned out 
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And all of my friends, we used to dream about money and a career 
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But now the fear has got me freaking on my birthday every year 
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And I've been feeling like the time is wasting on my mind 
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I'm wearing this disguise like, "Everything is fine," but 
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All of y'all don't know nothin' about me 



    A                  E 
And I don't know how long this story goes 
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But you don't like this story anyway 
               A 
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep 
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Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with 
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And for once you might have shit to say 

But I'll stop you anyway 

 

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And mom drinks too much, that still don't change 
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I'm too far gone, I can't be saved 
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And all these pills that I take just make me sick 

This life been hitting me in waves, but— 
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Maybe I'll just swim against the current 
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And I keep falling for the ones who wanna hurt me 
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I used to think "I wanna grow up so quick" 'till I got here 
          E 
And the walls caved in, now everything's so blurry 
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And I'm feeling like the days, are wasting me away 
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And everyone keeps telling me that I'ma be okay, but 
F#m                 D              E 
All of y'all don't know nothin' about me 



    A                  E 
And I don't know how long this story goes 
     F#m                  D 
But you don't like this story anyway 
               A 
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep 
E 
Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with 
F#m               E                  D 
And for once you might have shit to say 

But I'll stop you anyway 


 
A            E 
I'm not okay 
                        F#m 
And that's okay with me 
                D 
I'm not alright 

I never claimed to be 
A            E 
I'm not okay 
                        F#m 
And that's okay with me 
                D 
I'm not alright 

I never claimed to be 



    A                  E 
And I don't know how long this story goes 
     F#m                  D 
But you don't like this story anyway 
               A 
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep 
E 
Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with 
F#m               E                  D 
And for once you might have shit to say 
                       A 
But I'll stop you anyway