Always December

C 
Snow is falling it's middle July 
F 
Just another day here in my mind 
       Am 
Can't escape what's inside 
            G                    F 
I've been running my whole damn life 
C 
Years go by but the colors won't change 
F 
Been so long since I've felt anything 
          Am 
Feelings fading so fast 
             G                          F 
Like I'm watching my own life through glass 


         C                              G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 
                                   Am 
No matter where I go it's pouring rain 
                            F 
In my head seasons never change 

And It's killing me 
        C                               G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 

Tried so hard to be brave 
          Am                        G 
But the reasons this life is worth living 
                 F     G 
Get hard to remember 
                     C 
When it's always December 


C 
Black and white only colors I see 
F 
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat 
       Am 
But I hold it all down 
              G                    F 
Don't want anyone to feel this but me 
C 
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep 
F 
The more I think the more I feel myself sink 
              Am 
Back to this empty place 
            G                    F 
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain) 


         C                              G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 
                                   Am 
No matter where I go it's pouring rain 
                            F 
In my head seasons never change 

And It's killing me 
        C                               G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 

Tried so hard to be brave 
          Am                        G 
But the reasons this life is worth living 
                 F     G 
Get hard to remember 


Am 
Can't outrun the cold 
F                C 
When it's in my head 
       G 
In my head 
Am 
It's been getting old 
F               C 
Wishing I was dead 
       G 
I was dead 
           F                 G 
As this overcast suffocates me 
            F                     G 
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring 
C 
I would rather lay here in my bed 
F 
Than have to face what lives here in my head 
           Am 
Hell just being awake 
            G                      F 
Hurts much more than I could ever explain 

 
         C                              G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 
                                   Am 
No matter where I go it's pouring rain 
                            F 
In my head seasons never change 

And It's killing me 
        C                               G 
No one sees but it's always December in me 

Tried so hard to be brave 
          Am                        G 
But the reasons this life is worth living 
                 F     G 
Get hard to remember 
                     C 
When it's always December