Painfully Alive

 
C          Dm 
I block the socials on my phone 
Am         F                C 
Yet I will read if you will write 
               Dm             Am 
Why don't you leave my mind alone? 
              F                     C 
You stay with yours, and I'll keep mine 
            Dm            Am 
I keep the roses that you gave 
           F                        C 
Since then they turned all dark and dry 
          Dm             Am 
I want my mind to be the same 
          F          C 
But it is painfully alive 
 

 
       Dm     Am 
I laugh, I cry 
     F         C 
I am painfully alive 
      Dm         Am 
I fall when I fly 
     F         C 
I am painfully alive 

Dm Am F C 
 

 
            Dm             Am 
Last year I didn't feel at home 
               F            C 
No drugs could ever make me high 
            Dm              Am 
Now I can't fly without the fall 
       F                  C 
I am a moth that burns in light 
 

 
       Dm     Am 
I laugh, I cry 
     F          C 
I am painfully alive 
      Dm         Am 
I fall when I fly 
     F           C 
I am painfully alive 


Instrumental

Dm  Am  F  C  Dm  Am  F  
Alive, ah 
Dm  Am  F  C  Dm  Am  F 
Alive, ah