What Am I Doing It For

 
N.C.      A 
I've been workin' on myself, but it got confusin' 
 A 
Tryin' to find more time, instead that's what I'm consumin' 
         G 
I've got pain in my stomach from all the lies that I've told 
         G 
'Least I ain't like my sister, it's not the drugs I'm abusin', I'm 
 A 
Swallowing pride, yeah, I'm turning the lights out 
 A 
Tryna look cute so I'm not scared of what's outside 
G 
Extroverted introvert, but no one would know 
       G 
'Cause I've got so good at putting on a good show 
 

 
A 
I want what's mine 
A 
 Don't know why 
                   G 
What am I doing it for? 
                            G 
Tell me, what am I doing it for? 
 

 
         A 
Is it my dad I'm tryna impress so I get some attention? 
         A 
Is it my mum's advice I'm taking so she don't regret her invention? 
        G 
Is it society I'm fighting 'cause deep down I feel small? 
   G 
Or am I in my head in case they can't tell us apart? 
    A 
I'm walkin', I'm walkin', I'm walkin' away 
A 
Runnin' ain't really my style anyway 
A 
Don't know if I'm really wantin' the fame 
A                             G 
Somethin' tells me I'm a bit smarter than that, I'm holdin' it back 
                    G 
If I don't, I'll be walkin' in blind 
 

 
A 
I want what's mine 
A 
 Don't know why 
A                  G 
What am I doing it for? 
                            G 
Tell me, what am I doing it for?