Holy Fucking Shit

	  		
Intro: E 

verse 1 
E 
holy fucking shit, I'm getting tired of being me 
       Esus4                               E 
waking up each day is such a fucking chore 

drink away the last night's fear and tell you what you want to hear 
     Esus4                           E 
then lay in bed and be depressed some more 

verse 2 

    F#m             Esus4   Am 
and I keep drinking way too much 
    E               Emaj7/B  E7 
and saying things I actually mean 
     F#m                              Esus4            Asus4 
last night I told a room of strangers everything there is to know 
 E                    Emaj7sus4  E7 
about the things that haunt me in my dreams 

Bridge 1 

        F#m 
and I'm sorry 
    G#           A                 E 
but I don't think I'm ever gonna change 

verse 3 

I started going out on walks, and then it started raining 
        Esus4                        E 
I guess even our climate agrees with me 
     E 
that I don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms 
    Esus4                           E 
I deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze 

verse 4 

    G#     A    E 
and that's just fine 
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I love the colder temperatures, I think they're so divine 
      G#     A    E 
yeah, that's just fine 
                    G#               A           E 
I'd rather rest out there than be in here and be alive 

Bridge 2 

       F#m            Esus4   Am 
'cause I keep getting way too stoned 
    E           Emaj7/B             E7 
and worrying my friends with what I say 
     F#m                              Esus4       Am 
last week I told my closest pals that I wanted to run away 
   E                Emaj7sus4  E7 
to Portland so that I'd be less afraid 

Verse 5 

        F#m 
and I'm thinking 
   G#           A            E   Eadd9 E Emaj7sus4 E Emaj7sus4 E 
it isn't such a bad idea for me 
          F#m 
yeah, I'm thinking 
     G#            A              E 
that maybe it'd be good for me to leave