Maybe Never

Intro G  Em  C  Cm 
        G  Em  C  D 

G        Em           C       Cm 
Why do I have to feel like this? 
   G             Em      C         D 
It's not your fault but I wish it was 
G          Em     C        Cm 
Razorblade kisses in my skin 
 G               Em    C       D 
While sad songs plays in my ears 

 G               Em 
Why do I always return to you 
 C                          Cm 
If I know it breaks me everytime? 
 G               Em 
Why do I make me look at you 
C                         D 
When I know you can't be mine? 

G                   Em 
I know I can't be loved 
C                     Cm 
I know that I'm not healthy 
 G                    Em 
My mind is so fucked up 
 C                   D 
Please, somebody help me 

 G                      Em 
I'm hurting myself for you 
 C                          Cm 
I see my blood drops in the ground 
 G                       Em 
Do you even care how I feel? 
  C                                     D 
Well, I wouldn't be writing this if you did 

 G                       Em 
All this voices in my head 
  C                          Cm 
All of them tell me to end it up 
   G                   Em 
All of them want me dead 
 C                     D 
Will somebody hear me out? 

 G 
I hate falling in love 
 Em       C                   Cm 
I mean, I hate that I fell in love 
 G                   Em 
You were my first love 
  C                D 
You were my only love 

G                           Em 
They say that you can't be hurt 
                C            Cm 
By someone that you have never touched 
G                 E        C        D 
  By someone that you have never saw 

G          B7 
But, shit, it hurts 
C                        Cm 
You don't know how much it hurts 
G         B7 
Shit, it hurts 
C                         D 
You don't know how much it hurted 

 G                      B7 
It's breaking me down, again and again 
 C                     Cm 
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain 
 G                     B7 
It's breaking me down, again and again 
  C                      D 
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain 

 G        B      C          Cm 
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that 
 G         B      C         D 
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that 

G                        B7 
It is hard to love that hard 
            C                   Cm 
When I hate myself and want to die 
     G             B7                     C 
Selfharming in my arms while throwing up stars 
                 D 
I'm throwing up stars 

 G                         B 
I see sparkles in your memories 
         C                Cm 
Did you really were that good? 
             G               B 
Can't get through with therapies 
            C             D 
I know you think that I could 

    G                      B 
You only look out for me when you want to feel loved 
 C                                      Cm 
Just tell me, baby, do I make you feel loved? 
    G                      B 
You only look out for me when you need to be hold 
 C                     D 
Do I make you feel in home? 

        G                             B 
Do you know that I'm alive 'cause I promised it to you? 
          C                               Cm 
Well, I think I'll make you dissapointed once again 
         G                       B                         C 
Because I don't know if I'll be alive when you listen to this 
   D 
(I don't know if you are listening to me) 

G          B              C    Cm 
I want to hate you but I can't 
 G         B               C          D 
I want to blame you but I'm the only guilty here 

  G                      B                         C 
Sorry, but I wrote your name in my chest using a knife 
             Cm                             G 
Sorry, but I need to cry for ten years more 
                  B                      C         D 
I'm living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never come 

( G  B  C  Cm ) 

      G               B              C        D           G 
I am living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never be 


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